The truth of the matter is that still, after all the barriers to honesty were removed, there still existed the basic fact that I wasn't too important to him. His own independence, which truly is best for him, demonstrates that I am only to serve a purpose and will never enjoy an equality of devotion.
He knows no give and take. There is only take, and his new bf told me enough to know that it's about control not love. Cat and mouse forever. I have to believe I deserve better.
Now, today, I begin to learn to forgive as I can be forgiven, so that I can heal.
12 days - no texts, no emails, no calls, unless he initiates them. Can I do it?
I must.
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